And Now I shall let you see Chapter one:
CHAPTER ONE:
Myths Dispelled
Wars and Famine ravish the lands. Pain and Pestilence infect humankind. Sins upon sins inflicted on humanity. Many blames this events on one being, The Devil. His name has been many, a King of the Underworld, Lord of the flies, Destroyer of worlds and of Children. This is what they perceive Lucifer and Satan as. But it is not so. You see, I am this Devil. However, I have done none of these things. I am not the evil that inflicts humankind. In addition, my name is not Lucifer, its Dartenmae. I am not the fallen one. I am the first born of a race called Angels.
I am an Angel of the one True God. I was there from the beginning. I was the first angel. I helped humankind adapt with the world created. I have helped God spread love and happiness. Moreover, I have purified the souls of the ones that sought evil ways. I am told that I am the Destroyer, the apocalypse and the end. Nevertheless, I am not that person. I am the destroyer of evil. In addition, there is only one place that I battle it daily. It is in a place mortals call Hell. Its true name is Casolay. In angelic, it means place of purification
Evil, through out the years, inherited a name and a face. Mortals needed a plausible reason why evil existed. The name given to evil was The Devil. Its face was mine. I am known to many as the Devil, Satan, Lucifer, or Beelzebub etc... That is what the mortals referred to me as. Everyone has their preconceived thoughts in their head about me. Some will close this book never to open it again. Many might even disbelieve who I say I am and read on. However, I tell humankind, do not close it yet. I will teach you a great many things that are the truth. For you see, Evil is the reaction to Good. Its existence is for beings to understand how to remain good. Many have used it to keep people away from righteousness. In addition, there are beings worthy of the name the Devil. But I am not that person.
Throughout millions of years, I have been silent and listened to people, wrongfully, demonize my vocation and me. I have taken the coming of the second millennium to unlock the secrets of my race and myself. I do not know why it took so long. We were never under a vow of secrecy. We never chose to talk. I feel with the world coming out of the Stone Age into the information age that it was time. Now, I am not here to tell you of the beginning and my painstaking tasks of being the misunderstood individual I am. That is for another time. I am to tell you of my life since that time. You will read about the trials and tribulations I had gone through. This will paint a better picture of my true self.
I know everyone believes I am the Father of Lies and I am here to distort the truth. Moreover, with the prophecies about my coming into power and beginning the end of days, you are thinking that I will stop you from believing in your religions. Religious people will believe I need this book to begin world domination. The world will think this is another attempt for the evils of the world to corrupt. That is not so. I am not here to torment. Religion and faith are the backbone of society. Faith and hope are important in this world. The people of the world should know that I am not what they think. Now, do you see why I must write this?
This book is not the anti bible. It will not make you unlearn what you have learned. It is to clarify. It talks of times not documented by any scroll or bible. It is actual depiction of the world before humanity documented their existence. But this book will refine the bible as you know it. Many of the tales that I talk about debunk the Old Testament. That is a study of works that needs clarification. It was made from folklore and myths. It makes God appear too violent in nature. It makes humankind fearful of God so that its lessons are more effectively followed. It is a tool of keeping the masses morally in line with the laws of humankind. However, it is a good book to read and understand how to keep yourself in righteousness. It helps the reader know the lines between right and wrong. I commend it for doing that. But I detest the use of a fearful God to get its point across to the reader.
I want to give you some insight on whom I am. I am an Angel of the Lord, who loves, hurts and feels. I am not a cold tormentor of souls, as one believes. In addition, my name is not Lucifer. It is Dartenmae. In angelic, it means One Who Shows All. If you are going to dishonor my name, at least get my first name right.
Historians do more harm then good. They intercept a scroll that has the Phrase "Lucifer, whist’ has thy ought fallen?” Instantly, I am named Lucifer and that is it, end of story. What I do say to the Historians, if you are going to read Angelic scripts, look for the pronunciations and syllables. One word does not translate into another one on Earth. Man interprets the scrolls. They compile through folklore and misconceptions of the truth. It also depends who is telling them. You might make the same assumption from this book. Once you have read it from cover to cover, you will understand that it is not lies but the truth. There are no hidden messages.
For your knowledge, I will not paint God as an evil person. Actually, I detest the Old Testament and its depiction of God. It is wrong. God is not vengeful or mean spirited but kind and loving. Yes, you heard it here. The devil called God loving and kind. Moreover, most important, God is my Father. God is all. In addition, my love for the Father exceeds all limits. In addition, I do not detest the human race. All of you are like our children. I am here to guide you to the Father, not away. This is but a taste of this book. Human kind must understand all that is and what was. Read the story with an open mind.
As I write this story, I am sitting in a nice cozy cottage somewhere on earth in a beautiful satin robe. I am dressed in mortal attire but I wear the robe because a wise mortal in China gave it to me a long time ago. It is not red, but blue. A comfortable garment is not constraining. I am sipping one of the nectars of the earth, a nice Chardonnay. I am typing on a computer. I find it simpler. The angelic way is mentally imprint the words on the screen. However, the mortal way is slower and gives one time to think.
The room is not dark with pictures of the grim reaper or death on the wall but ones of Monet, Picasso, and some lovely pictures of trees in the autumn. However, the room is earth tone. The walls are solid mahogany. The floors are solid dark oak with oriental rugs covering certain parts. The furniture is very old sixteenth century, restored of course. They is the normal for Today I do detest the use of wood as any type of structure, but that is so the way of the world. This place is very small and quant. It is perfect for me.
If you are wondering what I look like. I am not into vanity. It is always nice to know what the writer looks like. I have a unique appearance because as many people know, I am the eldest of the angels. I was first born. Therefore, that part of the tale is true. I have a long set of reddish blonde hair. Almost looks like fire. I have one blue and one green eye. My appearance is like the other angels, in that I have a muscular body, no wings. I have a perfect complexion and unlike humans, I am perfectly proportionate. I mean everything is symmetric. As do all the angels.
I chose the male form. You are probably wondering why I chose that kind of word like chosen. Angels have a choice at birth to become male or female. We are born genderless. It is the rights of the immortal to pick their sex. I chose male, maybe to mold myself in God's image and be a loving father.
The time is autumn. Now just because I like autumn, it does mean that I like rot and decay. Moreover, it is autumn, my favorite time. It is a nice quiet time of the year where the climate is quite pleasing to an Angel on leave. Yes, I did say leave. We Angels do get time on earth for pleasures. Earthly pleasures like wine and food. We required neither but it is more for the sensations of the senses more than anything is. In addition, sexual intercourse is allowed. We are not monks. We can indulge in such pleasures, as long as we do not impregnate. Since sex is a truly emotional experience, God does allow us to partake. And all Angels partake. I sometimes partake several times while on leave. When I am off leave, there are no such pleasures. Initiative and Intensity are your pleasures, if you call them that.
I love all foods. It is a wonderful taste sensation, which was one the brilliant schemes of this green earth. A good piece of filet mignon with mash potatoes is also a tantalizing experience for an angel. Many of you mortals wonder why we are not vegetarian. We do not condone the slaughter of animals. In the process of life, some animals are acceptable to eat. Many plants have essences of life force so you can debate what is good and what is bad. Eating is an orgasmic feeling for us because, if you did not guess, we have intensified senses. We taste better, eat, smell, hear better than humans. A million times, better to be exact.
I do listen to the sounds of the birds and the babbling brooks from afar. I can hear mortals, miles away but I know how to drown out their voices. Yes, it is sounding like I am being selfish. That is not one of the great traits of a good human being. Well, if you do my jobs for 10 minutes and you will understand my position. I do wish for solitude sometimes. Moreover, solitude is what I will need to weave this tale of the truth. If you look at the product maybe, you will understand my true purpose and leave my name out of the headlines. I am stating to you that there are evils to likes that you have never seen. However, I am not doing them. There are things in this universe, which frightens, evens, Angels. In addition, I will talk more of this place later on in the story. Nevertheless, I am not one of them. If you are on speaking terms with God, just ask. However, I think that would be only hand few that could lay claim to that one.
Before I begin my tale, I do wish to clear up some untrue facts of my life. Now, after reading this, I do not want you to run away from God and worship me. For I worship God myself. Unbelievably, I am not an enemy of the father. In human words, we are best of friends. God is my Father. Moreover, no, I do not receive pleasure from seeing these satanic cults worship and kill in my name. The only thing they are achieving is a spot in the purification process. I will write about that soon.
I do not condone worship of me in any way form. Actually, my book will put an end to it completely. I do not want to be remembered the way I am. If humans never thought about me, that would be perfect.
I do not steal souls. My profession does not send me to earth and tempt humankind. I do not condone murder, rape or theft. I do not incite adultery or wars. I would warn you now, never to do those things. I am just an Angel doing an important job.
You know there was a time back in Greek and Roman mythology where my role made sense. I mean Hades/Pluto were just a brother of Zeus/Jupiter picked to run the underworld. He was not an evil person. Kind of cold in personality but doing the job might make you that way. However, he was not a monster any more than any other god was. I never profess to be a god. That is not what I meant. However, I long for that time those ancient times where things seemed more understanding.
I will not begin a reign for seven years and bring about the end of the world. I do not command an army that will incinerate or destroy the earth. I am just the overseer of the underworld, better known as Casolay. I am just a supervisor of the purification process of the deeply tormented souls. Souls that murders, rape, children molest, commit suicide, or stolen for greed. Their purification happens in Casolay, to begin the reincarnation process. This will be a basis for another wholesome life. In which they can pass onto heaven more quickly. I do not have fun at it. It is a very stressful job to an angel because all we know is love and happiness. God chose me to accomplish this job. I was not punished into it. The Father appointed me. There is trust in my abilities. God believes I will do it the best.
In Casolay, the souls come to this place and depending on the sin.; images show their horrible deeds. After that, souls become subjected to Advance Mind Imaging. They receive what torture they gave, for one hundred earth years. After that if they are humbled from the experience, they are reincarnated. Inside their DNA, is the lesson they have learned whilst in hell. Through subliminal messages, they know never to perform such acts of cruelty again. This process has an extremely high effective rate. The unsuccessful ones reabsorb for a final try. If that fails, their soul transforms into some insect where their life force extinguishes forever. Cruel but such are the laws of the universe. God does not make the laws but infinitely the universe does. We abide by them.
So quickly and as painless to me as possible, that is my job. It is a cold one indeed. It weighs on my shoulder heavily throughout the year. However, who could do it and handle it? There is no one I would ask to do this in my absences. I love my brothering too much. Now, I have jumped over that hurdle. I do wish to begin my tale. I have chosen to speak of this one, primarily, because it will define who I am.
The story of the Beginning or Genesis is too complicated to begin with in this book. Nevertheless, I promise its telling. However, this memory is a good 10,000 years old. Yes, I said ten thousand! Yet I remember ever detail of that time. It was the best and worst I have ever felt. For that is the time I lost my love. She was not just any love, but my truest love. In addition, Evena has been my only love since. Yes, I know it is quite a burden holding that pain for more than 10,000 years. Believe me I wish it would go away. Because as everyone surmised, we are immortal.
This is one of our problems. Mortals do reunite with lost loves when entering into the heavens. However, we do not. In fact, if we were to die, that is it, no heaven, just blankness. It is virtually impossible to kill us; Unless God did it. There is one way. That is later.
Moreover, Yes, I understand the irony of referring to myself as the Devil in the title and yet I am trying to disprove this fact in this book. However, if I told you my name you would not of whom I was speaking.
During my life though, I have seen great loves and a great many things. Now I told you I do not find my job pleasurable in any way. Nevertheless, one of the few people I do wish to talk to is that fellow who said "Better to of loved and lost then never to of loved at all" Try it my friend, better yet, try it as an immortal. I am not a sadistic or mean but certain mortal phrases are troublesome to me.
Now I will begin. Her angelic name was Evena. In addition, her beauty is indescribable. This is our story. Thus, begins a volume of my autobiography
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